Dreaming, watching the sky
seeing worlds inside of me collide
trying to flee reality
If there's a sense for us to be
if there's a reason here for you and me
I'll never have the chance to find it out
to find it out yeah

So why are we here then so low-lit
is it our fate not to grasp it
or is it, or is it maybe only me

I feel like a victim, a lamb
but I'm no victim, it's out of our hand
I drift and drive, can't find my purpose here (2x)

Sometimes I lie awake at night
enjoy the brightness of starlight
no explanation despite joy
How on earth did all get here
will it some day disappear
I'll never have the chance to find it out
to find it out yeah

So why ...

I feel like ... (2x)

Thoughts and memories
do not start to cease
hold me till I, till I can see understand what it means to be

Are we here for freedom
are we here for god
are we here fortuitous
is that really all
Are we here for sorrow
or just to feel pain
are we here to give love
or to all our shame
or to, or to all our shame

I feel like ...

Can't find my purpose on my own
can't find my purpose all alone
can't find a place to call my home
sometimes I wish I wasn't born
I shouldn't cry, I shouldn't lie
I shouldn't tear myself but I
but I just want to know something
I want to know everything
It's good to be 'round here this time